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Loneliness  // Browsing posts in Loneliness

03 Nov Posted by in Life Lesson, lives, Loneliness | Comments

hurt the second time around

hurt the second time around

I’m hurt, hurt and humiliated beyond what I’ve expected, pissed, confused, and very quiet. It’s not good when I’m quiet It’s a better sign when I’m yelling. What they did wasn’t nearly as bad as the things that I have done. But I thought we were done hurting each other. I won’t change to fit ...

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19 Jul Posted by in Loneliness | Comments

Lessons of Failure

Lessons of Failure

Lord, are you trying to tell me something? For… Failure does not mean I’m a failure; It does mean I have not yet succeeded. Failure does not mean I have accomplished nothing; It does mean I have learned something. Failure does not mean I have been a fool; It does mean I had enough faith ...

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I belong to no one

I belong to no one

Well, for some other people they were thinking that they need a partner in life to be happy and complete, that’s why they are in search. But mine is different. I believed that this is a matter of how we understand life itself. If you’re basing it from my own, my decision is simple but ...

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A Proud Father

A Proud Father

I got an email today from a friend, who is based in Al Khobar. The email showed the following footnotes: AND NOW A LITTLE FOOTNOTE TO THIS STORY: We all send thousands of jokes through the e-mail without a second thought, but when it comes to sending messages about life choices, people hesitate. The crude ...

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When you’re down to nothing, God is up to something

When you’re down to nothing, God is up to something

She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: “How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?” The surgeon said, “I’m sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn’t make it.” Sally ...

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Just a farewell not a Good Bye

Just a farewell not a Good Bye

We have had a wonderful time with our kikay friend Tina. It was a sunny Thursday morning messing around to captured some memoirs for her. We gonna miss her so much, so dearly. I wanted to take this opportunity to thank Tina Ginga for 2years and a half amazing years. I am writing this blog ...

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a day of silence

a day of silence

Some traditions call this the Day of the Dead. In my tradition, it’s All Souls’ Day, a day to remember all who have died. Some say that on this day the space separating the living and the dead is thinner. Whatever a person thinks about life and death, this is a good day and a ...

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Hoping to find mail from you

Hoping to find mail from you

sometimes my head goes numb! For staring too long at the phone Hoping you would call Or even still just text But all I get is silence; Yes Silence. sometimes my head goes numb! when I refresh my inbox a 1000 times Hoping to find mail from you But all I get is an empty ...

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i feel so empty

i feel so empty

i feel so empty, so drained, cannot think, cannot feel, only pain and sufferings. Hurt would circle around me, the more i ignore it, the worst it gets through me. i can no longer hide from it. It seems its following me where ever i go. I feel rebellious, i feel betrayed. I don’t want ...

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Of Friends and Freedom

Of Friends and Freedom

One the best thing in life being teenagers is our friend. We need friends for several reasons and we spent many hours with them sharing our most closely guarded secrets while enjoying the atmosphere of being young, free and single. Jobs and work years are the best years with friends. We devoted time talking thing ...

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16 months in the Kingdom

16 months in the Kingdom

Through the 16months that I’m here in the Kingdom, I came to the conclusion that life in Riyadh is not the one I’m looking for. Living in the Easter Province is much less strict and much more relaxed than living in Riyadh. For some time, I thought I started to love the city. Probably because ...

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Can i smile now…

Can i smile now…

“People can fake there greatest smile.  Few could notice that sometimes it was just a lie.  All they know is that your glad and no pain trace of pain that you have had.  The saddest part is that you really want to cry but still you try to smile, co’z they expect you to be ...

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Always a friend

Always a friend

Always A Friend A friend is who we turn to When we need a little lift Someone we deeply treasure As our friendship is a gift. A friend makes each day happy Full of love and full of grace Someone that we depend on Makes my world a better place. There is a miracle of ...

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deep within my laughter

deep within my laughter

a letter from my foster sister angelie maapein poem format..:) you know what?,, gikapuy na jud kau koh! unsa nalang lugar ko dinhi, ghost? at the moment, isa ra jud akong gusto a new pair of shoes,, si kuya napalitan nah,, one time, i asked him, “nel, sa night cafe na nimu gipalit?” he told ...

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But my quest continues

But my quest continues

Isn’t it weird when something unexpected in your life takes place the world keeps goings? Inner, non-physical pain is meaningless to anyone else who can’t feel it.  The pain selfishly concentrates on consuming only your desires and masks all your motivation to do anything.  A haze clouds over and secretly replays every pain-filled memory after ...

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